D B A O T M

by Luis Ullán

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Don't Be Afraid Of The Monsters

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released October 20, 2016

Luis Ullán 2016. All rights reserved.

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Luis Ullán Salamanca, Spain

There is nothing stronger than a severed soul.

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Track Name: You
And while I'm stuck in this suffering,
when I'm down, when I'm drunk, and I'm struggling, struggling, yeah,
I try to write all these things and leave
you behind as I think that it was unfair.

And you... Got back in my life,
did I sign for these lies? No...
And you... Stay back, oh now, oh, my, my…

And while I'm stuck in its gravity,
going down, screaming loud, still struggling, struggling, yeah,
I want to pack all my shit and leave.
Now I feel like if... Like I'm not prepared.

And you... Got back in my life, did I sign for these lies? No...
And you... Stay back, oh now, oh my, my... Stay back, oh, my…

And if you take my hope, I'll be leaving tomorrow.
And if you take my hope I'll be leaving tomorrow.

‘Cause you... Got back in my life, did I sign for these lies? No...
And you… Stay back, oh now, oh my, my… And you…
Get back in my life, did I sign for these lies? No...
And you... Stay back, oh, now, oh my, my, my...
Track Name: DBAOTM
This time I’m sure, I’ll be right.
Everything is done and I feel alive:
This soul is already sold.
Never hoped, never thought I would feel like this
and nobody’s gonna tell me I’m not real…
I’ll show you how this goes:

Don’t be afraid of the monsters in my head,
they’re just a trace of the things I had to learn.

It’s enough, and I mean it is about time
To destroy all the fears that I wear(?) inside,
I know this will hurt…
That I’m torn, that I’m fucked up, but I feel fine,
That my songs were just food to inflate my pride.
Had I told you that?

Don’t be afraid of the monsters in my head,
they’re just a trace of the things I had to learn.
‘Cause I’ve already shown you how it feels to be alive,
I’ve already shown you how it feels… To be alive
Track Name: Goodbye (feat. Tamara B.)
Hello again, my good old friend.
It’s been so long, but now I’m here to tell you how my heart has been.
Some things have changed since you were gone,
but memories stay in my thoughts,
like all these fears, like all those words.
Why do I still run?
Where, where? I will go...
Why do I…?

I owe you everything, all my hopes and all my faith.
I owe you everything, but now it’s time to say goodbye again.

It’s been so long, I’ve been so wrong,
and now it feels like all is lost.
It’s been a log and lonely road.
And all my steps just grew strong,
to find myself back home, in a new place I don’t belong.
Why do I still run?
Where, will I go?
Why do I…?

I owe you everything, all y hopes and all my faith.
I owe you everything, but now it’s time to say goodbye again.

I owe you everything, all y hopes and all my faith.
I owe you everything, but now it’s time to say goodbye again.
Track Name: Nothing
All these nights and days
I've been looking for a single light, you see.
Even when the sun explodes and prays
there's a little black cloud
trying to escape its fate.

And I'm not gonna lie to you,
there's nothing I can do,
I'll reach and touch the sky
here without you.

I won't make it on my own (I'm nothing, I'm nothing)
I will leave my fears and hopes
stumbling right here.

All these nights and days
I've been escaping from a funny place named Hell.
Even when the moon starts to fade
the little sick souls
rise to find their meaning.

And I'm not gonna lie to you,
there's nothing I can do,
I will be so drunk tonight
here without you.

I won't make it on my own (I'm nothing, I'm nothing)
I will leave my fears and hopes
stumbling right here.
Track Name: Robin
I've found out that you don't miss me when you're not alone.
You're pretending to be strong and now your eyes are cold.
I have never seen a light like this, and I will not pretend to be in love.
We can play this game as long as you wish.
'Cause nothing is wrong, no... Nothing is wrong, no.
I feel it all... I feel it all...

This I am and this I wish, burn my heart and burn my skin,
'cause everybody seems to sing while suffering this love.

Heading home I thought that maybe I had lost her touch.
Feeling sick is not enough to say how bad it was...
I had never seen a light like hers, and I wasn't prepared to let it go.
We can stay in this cold as long as you wish...
'Cause nothing is wrong, no ... Nothing is wrong, no,
I feel it all... I feel it all...

This I am and this I wish, burn my heart and burn my skin,
'cause everybody seems to sing while suffering this love.
This I am and this I wish, burn my heart and burn my skin,
'cause everybody seems to sing while suffering this love.
Track Name: Black Phillip
And now, as I'm crawling side to side, mind to mind,
I have to stop and say: Please allow me introduce myself.
I'm all the sounds that you hear when your home feels safe and clean,
I am the darkness in here...
Funny how things work out when you open your mind.

I will be the one that makes you numb (that makes you numb)
I will be the line beneath your heart (beneath your heart)
I am older than the light, the light, the light...
Don't say my name. I will guide your hand.

And now, as I run from hand to hand, from land to land,
I need to know your name, I'd like to show you a place.
I'm the desire and the grief. I am the thoughts that you fear...
Funny how things work out when you open your mind.

I will be the one that makes you numb (that makes you numb)
I will be the knife beneath your heart (I need your heart)
I am older than the light, the light, the light...
Don't say my name. I will guide your hand.
I will guide your hand.
Track Name: A Thousand Pieces
All my life I've been wandering,
and all those nights could have killed myself.
But I know that this is not the end,
it's a hole from where I have to escape.

Now I see, now I feel
as my heart falls down to a thousand pieces...
Let me drown.
Let me drown

How should I begin this?
Which would be the consequence?
Writing sober never works,
that is why I'm here so drunk.
Losing all the edges, my grip seems just to fade
and I don't know,
I don't know...

Now I see, now I feel
as my heart falls down to a thousand pieces.
Feel like I'm falling down.
Like I'm falling down.

And I know that this is not the end,
it's a hole from where I have to escape.

Now I see, now I feel
as my heart falls down to a thousand pieces.
Feel like we're falling down.
Like we're falling down.
Track Name: Thelema
Where were you when all this turned grey?
I was here, I was killing all the pretty memories that you gave me...
And I want you to know
that pain is all that I've got.
And I want you to know
that pain is all that I've got.

Save me, take me... and erase this suffering.
This time, maybe, I am wrong and I know it.
I'm the biggest fan I got right now.

And I want you to know
that pain is all that I've got.
And I want you to know
that pain is all that I've got.

Pain,
pain.
I got pain.
Pain...
I got pain.